Kedua Puluh Tujuh

 it suppose to be Kedua Puluh Delapan 

because on last month i didnt update this blog.

as always many things happen last month

• i met my mentor cum as best friend while visited my old friend
• my manager and senior partner asserted me as officeboy or errand boy
• my visit to psychiatrist

this may be jumble paragraphs and thought, but allow me.

visit to pyschiatrist

after many times my best friends told me to visit the docter, and has been diagnosed with ADHD.

the clue is the lack of ability to focus.

and after the talk with the pyschiatrist, she recommended me to visit psychologist to improve my lack side.

met with the mentor 

many things have been talked such as my improvement for communication, and the ability to communicate smoothly and how to talk with sugar coating. he always remind me to improve my self to get better job.

he bold about progress and improvement.

as an errand boy

this hit me hard. and made me sad. but also the trigger that i should not stay at my workplace for longer time. i shall work and stay at my current workplace till the contract is finish... need about one more year. teaching kids are not easy, as my lack ability to communicate and to motivate student to have study at my work place.

many things turbulent in my mind about my workplace.but, in the end those are the jobs. i will do may best as i can and survive while praying to get better job and salary.

everything with determination, progress, positive thinking, and hardwork and the fruitition will come sooner or later. dont easily give up!