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 from january to march...

damn... 

i felt lazy and tired to write.

but somehow, after long chat with friends and small talk with mother, i conclude that i will leave my current job for about two years left.

more student left me, so i categorized as worst teacher. they didnt know that i also struggling to keep my student entertain. but yeah maybe this job not suit me.

BUT

at least, i learn a lot from working here 

1. courage, brave you mention it. courage increasing probability for luck. well, i also lacked of courage. being coward , lack of enthusiast.
   so the first step is strengthen your courage to pick up better future. just do it.
2. work to build your dream, work to your dream
3. have your dream. a big dream, just dream it and and wishper in your heart.
4. last every person does making mistake, but every person should learns from it, makes the process. a young senior told me, "everything have a process, just walk and work.

this year in 2024 my wish is my toefl score get more than 500 points.  i have my own motor cycle or got to psychiatrist. 

i am being sad because i dont post my money into saham account, but bought gears for recording and toys to entertain children.

anyway i pray that in future i got good job in good situation, a job that suitable with my skill or my talent. also marry a sholeh woman and build SAMAWA family.